Once again...

My heart and my head took another battle. And once again my heart won. Which is really a happy thing. I wanna be controlled by my heart rather than by my ever so scheming brain. But sometimes I can't help but wonder if always looking for what I want rather than what I need is so smart? But, hey, yeah, I know... It's not really like that. It's more to it. And in the end it all make sense.
It just seems sometimes that this is gonna be an everlasting battle. Refusing to see the cool in the coolness. Always looking for the mystery to keep my heart weary.